I think pregnancy was good for me.....not only because of the finished product (ie - Jonah-bug!!), but also because I ballooned up to such a large size.  I used to struggle with major negative body image, even when I was somewhat small (looking back, of course).  I hated to wear shorts, and I thought I was sooooo fat ALL THE TIME.
This summer is the first summer I can remember in AGES in which I'm totally comfortable throwing on a pair of shorts.  I don't obsess about how "fat" my legs are.  I just get dressed and go.  Maybe it's because I'm older and some things just don't seem as important anymore.  Or maybe it's because I know what it feels like to REALLY be OVERWEIGHT......and I'm NOT there anymore.  And, I can recognize that.....finally.......for the first time in my life.
Shew.  What a relief.
 
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